Day 185: “Antisocial”
Sometimes all I want
Is quiet
To walk home
Without talking to another soul
What a beautiful day in the neighborhood
I’m fine to not be your neighbor
Day 185: “Antisocial”
Sometimes all I want
Is quiet
To walk home
Without talking to another soul
What a beautiful day in the neighborhood
I’m fine to not be your neighbor
Day 184: “Growing Up”
I remember
When the days were simpler
When my hands were smaller
When my eyes were bigger
I remember
When my heart beat faster
When the stars shone brighter
When the world fit into my small town
When I carried more
Felt less
When my fluttering heart couldn’t take much more
When my shoulders slumped
And my head fell
When I didn’t know what I’m worth
When I smiled more
When I pushed myself aside
for the greater good
for the greater god
Now
Shoulders back
My head sits higher
I feel
And only carry what I need
I put stuff down
Run carefree
I breathe
I’ve learned to jump
And fly
And listen to me
I feel my power
Know within
What a joy it is
to grow up
Day 183: “New Leaf”
Staring out the window
On a long ride
Wondering about the future
Wondering when it’s time
Tired
Beaten down
When is it time
To get out of town
To drive away
Start another
Start again
Leave it all behind
Riding steady
Build the life I want
Brick by brick
Open up
Turn the page
Write a new chapter
Begin again
I guess I don’t have to wait
Day 182: “Thinker”
Sometimes you have to look at it from the outside
Ask for help
Travel around the edges of the problem
Searching for a crack,
A crevice,
You can sneak through
Sometimes consulting someone else
Is enough to spot the space
Where you can shimmy in
And make a change
And sometimes
It’s even easier than you thought
Day 181: “Creative Process”
I feel it
Tingling
I have an idea
I’ll sit with it
I’ll think
I’ll think
And I’ll think
And I’ll think
Then I might write something down
The remnants
The outskirts
Of the idea
Nothing fully developed
Not committing
Not wedded to anything
Not far enough to know if it sucks
Or if it’s brilliant
I’ll live in that space
The in-between
Just starting to form the ball
Kneading it
And kneading it
Until it’s overworked
Cracked and dry
Then I’ll stop thinking
Move on
Never even turning the oven on
Until another idea wriggles itself free
And into my line of sight
Day 180: “Harness the Moon”
Harness the moon
Sit with its brilliance, depth, beauty
Admire the sky
Lighting up the deep blue
Memorize the craters
The bright spots too
Harness the moon
Its quiet power
The way it glows
Ebbs and flows
Sit under the stars
Melt in the embers
Close your eyes
And absorb the lunar splendor
Day 179: “Writer’s Block”
You can’t force it
Can’t squeeze it dry
Can’t plead and beg and cry
If it’s just not coming,
Let it be
Poetry flows best when it’s dying to break free
Day 178: “Lighting Up”
I aspire to light up
Often
To be so excited about what I’m talking about
That it’s visible to everyone in the room
To be unapologetic
Elated
At the thought of something I love
However minuscule it might seem to others
It lifts up my cells
Brightens my smile
Helps me stand taller
Be louder
Shining
You’ve seen it
You’ve felt it
When someone is so passionate
Happy
When you’re so passionate
Happy
Let’s devote ourselves to the shine
Day 177: “Spell for Summer”
With this poem
I call upon
The cool, misty air
To stay with me
Keep me cool
Blue
Protected
From the heat
The pain of summer
The red splotches
Sweat trickling
Overheating
I keep the cool
Calming air
In my pocket
And can pull it out
Whenever the sun is at its highest
Day 176: “Lessons From Mom”
How to be open
Welcoming
Giving
Kind
Smart
Empathetic
Caring
How to smile
Laugh
Give great hugs
Say ‘I love you’
How to be brave
Confident
Strong
Proud
How to make friends
Smile at strangers
Talk to people
How to release
Feel
Surrender
How to be there
For others
For myself
How to grow
Learn
Evolve